Am I too worried about something that might not be?
At what point should you stop worrying (like that ever happens)?
I know that when you have children, that you have signed up for a lifetime of worries, stress, and many other unknowns (along with the giggles, laughter, smiles, hugs and kisses) and that it is all suppose to even out in the end. But what do you do?
The Twins are going in for testing on Tuesday at Primary Children's and I am definitely worrying/stressings the results already. I am trying VERY hard to not research the issues online or read about possibilities in books. I know that I will definitely freak out if I do see anything like their symptoms. I can't talk to anyone about it yet, because then that would make it real. But I wonder if I could have just kept them in a little longer, would they still have these problems. I know that they are preemies and that automatically brings concerns, but I still wonder. We have yet to talk to our families about this, because Ben is sure that it isn't an issue and no reason to stress anyone out until we know for sure. And I know that this is a big public place to vent my feelings but I just needed to get it off my chest before I exploded.
But again I will ask to keep us in your prayers. I appreciate all of the love and support that you have given us. THANK YOU!!
2 comments:
I will keep you in my prayers! I hope the testing goes well. You are a wonderful woman and mother! Never forget that.
I know things will work out for you and your babies! Your in my prayers!
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