My ups and downs are getting smaller and closer together. Well, at least for the most part. There are some real struggles now, and ahead, but over all I am now handling life better. Maybe it is the area. It does seem to agree with me. It feels more like home than I have felt, since I lost my Grandmother (almost 12 years ago next month).
Some days, I wish I had someone I was close to... that I could cry on their shoulders. But because of the past, I can't do that. The last time I tried that, it bit me in the back. I turned to family, for 2 whole days. This "family" is now going out of their way to make me pay for not doing as they say. I have had more calls from DCFS, a home visit and many other things, just because of this "family". I have become more introverted because of these latest issues. But don't worry, I am fighting back. I will make it through this.
On a positive note. I see a bit of light at the end of the tunnel. It's the most I have seen in over 2 years. It excites me to see such a beautiful site. The journey may be hard and paved with bumps and bruises, but if you travel and succeed... you will make it!!
Just head towards the light!
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